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is like 11.37pm now and i do not why i am like emo-ing few minutes ago. i was scrolling the internet page up and down, up and down, while looking on the cursor that is not moving and all. then for about 5 mins, i realise i was realy emo-ified. I have no idea why i have this irritating feeling once again, which have already left me for about 5 months already. Disgusting, why didnt it left me once and for all. I got so emo-ified today and actually picked up the rubik's cube and keep turing round in the same old direction for quite some time. i really don know what im doing. Why this disgusting feeling again. Cant i just kick it off!? bugger! i really feel like killing some soft toys now, giving them horrible changing of heads and arms, legs. I feel really disgusted.